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December 19th, 2006
02:06 pm - Massive chatterings. Well, hello!
Oh, I think it's time for an update. I have a lot I'd like to share. I will try to encapsulate it into easily-browsable cetagories, so that it is not neccessary to read any potentially boring stuff.
So You Think You Can Dance, Season 2
So I missed the boat when it was actually happening, but it is on in re-runs now and every Sunday night I am glued. Absolutely glued to this program. Glued to the point that I am scouring Youtube in search of dances that I missed. Glued to the point where I am wondering when the DVD comes out. I got the CHILLS when Ivan and Allison did their contemporary dance to Annie Lennox's "Why". I STILL GET THE CHILLS WHEN I RE-WATCH THIS DANCE ON THE YOUTUBE. I almost had tears. I watched a Benji/Donyelle montage that someone put together on Youtube. You know the type of thing, they're not very good. This one was set to "Kiss from a Rose" by Seal and I had TEARS BRIMMIN' by the end. I have no idea why I'm so into this show. It's just so crazy good. I love the idea of these people having to learn dances they are completely unfamiliar with and totally pulling them off. Maybe it's a seasonal thing. A few years back, in this very journal, I admitted to getting goosebumps watching the Smuckers' "Stars on Ice" or whatever it was. I want to be on this show. I want to learn the lindy-hop and the ramalama bang bang zombie dance.
The "funny" auditions for the reality talent shows like American Idol, etc...
I'm going to focus on the dancing show here because I have to admit I have never watched a single season of American/Canadian Idol. I really find the "let's laugh at the losers" part sad. I mean... yes, they suck, haw haw, how could they ever think that they would do well? How silly of them to even TRY to audition! Fools! Idiots! I don't know. I mean, you get some guy or some girl on the stage, and it's obvious that their self-esteem is a little shaky, they're not too attractive and probably don't have many friends and their clothes are ugly, but they get that little bit of happiness from singing, or from dancing, and they're a little nervous and you know that it probably took such a long time for them to even consider trying out for one of these shows. AND THEY SUCK. They suck hardcore, they are terrible, and their lack of talent is only accented by the fact that they are a hideous loser! HARDEHAR! And the judges LAUGH! And TELL them how awful they are.
Now, I am all for arrogant arses being taken down a few pegs. People who are overly-confident and are obviously used to being told how talented/hot/beautiful/sexy they are. Tear 'em down. You can recognize people like that, and if they suck, tell them happily and proudly. But you don't need to tear down someone who ALREADY KINDA KNOWS THEY SUCK. It's an easy target. Get an ugly person to dance badly, and then ridicule them. Yeah, haw. But, sadly... here is the real reason, I think, why this portion of these shows stinks:
IT WOULD HAPPEN TO ME IF I AUDITIONED. Like any person who lives in a society that offers the luxury of a bedroom door that closes securely behind them, I have danced. I have danced to my music, alone in my room. I have danced hard and long, to many varieties of music. I have looked in the mirror while doing so, just to see. Just to see if I am truly the great dancer that I have always suspected that I am. I have pulled off various moves that have made me feel pretty good about myself and my ability to pull off complex footworks. But I also know, way deep down inside the catacombs of my soul, that I am not a very good dancer. If I went to a dancing audition, I would be the sweating, nervous moron who is laughed off the stage and held up for the TV viewing world to enjoy. I would stagger poorly through a self-choreographed routine that would tank badly, and I would be unaware. I would stand there, looking hopefully at the judges for reaction. And they'd make some quip at my expense. I feel sorry for those people on those shows. Cause some of 'em really don't deserve to be made fun of, and goddamn it, if we're all really honest with ourselves we will acknowledge that none of us are superstellar dancers and if we auditioned, we would suck just as bad as the guy in the Garfield sweatshirt breakin it down to Sexyback!!!! I would take criticism any day from a professional salsa dancer if I bungled a salsa! But I will not be cruelly mocked by some schlub on a panel who has no credibility whatsoever! I AM A BAD DANCER! BLAHHHHH!!!
Kisou
When I was away on tour, Kisou developed what I have affectionately come to call "The Killing Field". She stopped using the litterbox, and decided to use the vast wasteland under my bed as her toilet. People who would check in on the little darling would report that the litterbox was clean; but the room smelled awful. I returned to just such a problem. My room reeked, but was pristine. Why? Because she had created a beautiful, extensive problem under my bed. It was a great day, moving the mattress and box spring and, essentially, having to use a shovel. I am afraid she will continue this, because this is apparently her new routine, so I duct-taped cardboard along the bottoms of my bed to prevent her going underneath. And yes; it looks great.
Happily she is back to the litterbox. I have also had her on an extensive exercise-diet programme and she has shed a few pounds. She is lovely and happy. People have been asking about her. The old girl is doing well, currently napping on my bed and covering the feather-and-fan handknit afghan I made in her lovely hairs. "Cat hairs make the blanket warmer"! Yessssss.
The Holiday Season
I can't imagine any of you being offended by the word "Christmas", but we all use the word very reluctantly nowadays, don't we? I'm no religious fanatic, but I called it "Christmas" my whole life and it's pretty tough to change that after 29 years. I'm too set in my ways to find creative ways to say "Merry Christmas". But, if anyone here puts up a Holiday Tree this year, or is doing any Seasonal Shopping, enjoy it... and, by Gad, avoid the Eaton Center in downtown Toronto if you can. The place is a nightmare. I have been there twice in the last week, and I came home feeling like I had been beaten. So many people, all dressed nice, little jingle-bell earrings and Rudolph brooches, all so full of hate! Glaring at each other, whipping each other with their festive shopping bags! Stay home, and mix equal parts apple juice and cranberry juice on the stove until they boil. Add a bit of cinnamon and wait for it to cool and then drink it! Tastes good! And Christmas - er, Holiday Cupcakes! I want to bake a lot this Season. That's my PLAN!!!!!
But seriously. Enjoy the holidays and stay klassy! For reals.
Current Location: My room Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: The Monkees!!!!!!!!
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October 21st, 2006
12:55 am - I think my friend said, "It's time to turn on the furnace." Hello everyone!
So I guess people have been wondering where I have gone... good question. Normally I do try to be pretty active online, and it's been awhile since I have been around... I'm afraid to log into my Myspace. Hehehe. I'll have to get around to that at some point. *ulp*
It seems like we're done touring for the year, and getting ready to look into the future and try to make a plan and try to get another record together, et cetera. :) It's a long time in the coming. But, when there isn't any touring.... it's JOB TIME. Yes; back to the ol' grind. Working the day job (and SEARCHING for a day job, for that matter) become pretty time-consuming. Don't get me wrong; I'm definitely a fan of the "business casual" black slacks and tattoo-covering blouses... and that's where I'm at right now. Romantic, non?
Like I've said in previous posts... touring, and travelling, and performing, and band-ing in all ways really is like pressing the "pause" button. Then you're faced with the laundry and the litterboxes and the outstanding hydro bills. Then you're faced with the sensible heels, the resumes, the monster.ca, and the hopefully-intelligent-sounding "work" email address acount.
It's fall. Everyone enjoy the weather before it snows. Oh wait... it already did, last week. Anybody else get caught in that little snowstorm? There I was, doddering home from a job interview wearing my fall jacket. How silly! It's only mid-October! I should've had the parka on.
More blatherings are certainly coming. And I really have to tackle that Myspace, even though it is a terrifying prospect.
Oh yes... I went to FearFest at Canada's Wonderland. It was pretty durn fun. You should check it out, even though it is expensive as hell imo. Totally worth it, though, to go on the rides in the dark. The "spooky" attractions were much better this year than last, as well. They use real chainsaws. I bit the bullet and went on "Tomb Raider", which was pretty good (though NOT a good 'starter', despite the claims of my friends) and whoever had been on the ride before me had salivated onto the "chin piece" or whatever, so I spent the entire ride trying not to get my face into the grossness. I was always too afraid for Tomb Raider, but not this time. Grrrr! My favourites are still the Mine Buster and Top Gun, though. For reals.
Yop for when de mornin comes,
~Chibi Current Location: In my messy as hell bedroom Current Mood: chipper Current Music: CSI Miami theme: YEEEEEAAAAHHHH!!!! bow-bow-bommm....
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July 6th, 2006
02:54 pm I want to say first off that I guess LJ accounts have a limit of 600 friends? I've added everyone I possibly can, and some of you have been asking me to add your LJ, and as much as I would like to, I mean... adding people means deleting people, and I can't in good conscience just delete people randomly. That would make me feel bad. It's sort of a conundrum, really. Please know I'm not trying to be a jerk about things, I'm just "maxed out".
So lots is happening.
Opera House Show - Saturday, July 8, 2006 I'm sure all of you know about this show, and I hope to see as many of you guys come out as possible. It's a show for our hometown before we had back to Europe for two months, and we're playing with Lye and Obsidian. It's going to be a good show, we're all really excited to get started on playing a bunch more shows and heading back out on tour.
Tour in Europe This is going to be fun, last year was awesome. We'll be visiting more countries this time, like the UK and France and Spain... it's going to be something else. Check the Birthday Massacre website to see if we're playing near you!
So I've taken some time in the last few weeks to myself, because when you're on tour, you are NEVER alone, and I am definitely the sort of person who enjoys quiet time and appreciates being left to my own devices. Tour forces you to be social, to try and be positive even if you're having the worst day in the world, it forces you to be far away from people (and cats) that you love and care about, and can even limit your ability to communicate with these essential people through phonecalls and internet.
Tour really is like pressing the "pause" button on your day-to-day life. You're suddenly thrust into circumstances that can range from mind-blowingly amazing and fun to absurd, tiring, and stressful. You go from being a reasonable, clean, somewhat tidy person to a sweat-stained, exhausted maniac who eventually stops trying to figure out which pair of socks are the LEAST filthy and just grabs whatever's handy. Then, of course, you "adapt": a feeling of calm comes across you, you adapt to the sleeping schedules and the lack of hygiene, you learn to make the best of each situation. You learn that "horrible" can quickly translate into "funny as hell" if you want to stay sane. You figure out how to knit in the van without making mistakes. You're actually okay and content on tour. And then, of course, the next day the tour is over and you're back home facing dirty litterboxes and a heap of laundry and you don't even remember how to function in your "normal" routine. And then, a few days later, it's like there was no tour at all and you dreamed up the whole thing.
Touring extensively, for months, is relatively new to me. A year ago, the band went on its longest tour to that date: two weeks in Europe. Since then we've done much more, the longest one being two months in North America, which was definitely a learning experience for us all, and has armed us to undertake another two month tour with more experience and, for me, a bit more confidence in knowing what to expect, both from myself, from the people I'm traveling with and the many ridiculous circumstances one can suddenly end up in.
I learned that all I really want to be surrounded with is books, yarn, my beautiful cat, and the people I love. I can take some of these with me on tour, and I have to leave some of them at home, so I guess it is all about balance.
Oh yeah, and I knit two sweaters and a Princess Leia pillow.
That is all. I will see you all soon. Current Location: Reclining poolside. Just kidding. Current Mood: hot
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May 13th, 2006
08:43 pm - Talk to me softly, there's something in your eyes This is sort of a break-time in our touring schedule. In a few weeks I'm going to Leipzieg, and in a few months the band is heading over to Europe for a bunch of shows. This year is definitely something. I haven't been away from home so often, and I certainly haven't visited as many places. This year so far includes Canada, the USA, Mexico, and all the European countries we're gonna visit this summer. I have never been on so many airplanes in my life. It's pretty cool.
This said... I mean, I guess there's gotta come a point where some sort of self-actualization comes into things. This last tour we went on was the longest we have done to this point, and it was challenging for me in many ways. Not just the difficulties that can arise playing show after show after show, and being exhausted... but it was challenging for me to learn things about myself, and to find myself so far from my home for such a long time.
I am not trying to complain here. At all. The tour was quite fun. Living in the bus was interesting, and the sort of "family" vibe we developed with Jack and Zimmy along with us is something I actually missed once we got home. I missed the feeling of the motion of driving while asleep; I missed Jack's *absurd* snoring each night (no, I'm kidding about the last one. That man has some PIPES). I missed being on stage and interacting with people each night, meeting really nice folks and being able to have some good conversations here and there. I missed hanging out with the band every day, I missed being able to see so much of the country I was born in as well as the USA.
That said, when I was on tour, I missed being able to have a bath whenever I wanted. I missed having privacy, and being able to indulge my laziness by spending the afternoon asleep. I definitely, definitely missed being around friendly female companions. The guys in the band are great, most of the time, of course. But I missed girl-company. And of course I missed my sweet girl Kisou, who probably spent the duration of the tour under my bed.
There are definitely pros and cons to being on tour. And different things appeal to different people. You hear of bands who go out for years at a time. Honestly... the thought of that makes me feel very unsteady. I don't think I could be away from home that long, away from people I love. I don't have the stamina, I don't think. I learned on this trip that I like quiet, and I like sincerity, and to be honest, there are a lot of scenarios and issues that are very distressing which can arise. Maybe it is because I am not much of a "partier", as everyone knows... maybe it is because I am a female, and the "music biz" is still quite archaic in so many disgusting ways... maybe it is because I still had, and have, a lot to learn about myself.
I learned that *expecting* things... from anyone, no matter how well you know them... is often a mistake. Having expectations is not good. I did learn this.
I learned that I am definitely not a partier. But I knew that already. I was talking about that years ago, on here.
I learned that you can find happiness when you are not expecting it at all. You can be at your worst, and feeling miserable and just dredging along... and then something can happen that can make it all good. Which is the best feeling ever, when it happens... probably because it so rarely does.
I learned that in order to learn who you are... and that has been my biggest goal of the last few years, to learn about who I am, what I am about... sometimes you need to go through things that you really rather would not. You come out of it feeling lousy, but with an empowered sense of yourself. "I don't like this sort of thing. That is the person that I am."
I don't think I've ever sounded so depressed in an LJ entry before. I promise I will make it up next time. Current Location: somewhere else Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Guns N Roses - Don't Cry
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April 14th, 2006
06:13 pm - Please destroy me this way Ok first of all I have to thank the guy in Salt Lake City who informed me that he had graciously paid for my livejournal account. Dude, thank you. One day I will figure out how to make this thing cooler because of you!!
Okay... so last night was the last show of our jaunt across the continent. We travelled across Canada and then down across the States. Two months... almost 40 shows... I learned a lot. About my band, about myself, about North America. I learned that it snows in New Mexico. I learned that when the Birthday Massacre arrives in Arizona, we cause the first freezing rainfall in 140 days. I learned how long I can make one pair of nylons last (approximately 4 shows).
I have to tell you all right now how wonderful it was to FINALLY get to play for, and meet, so many of you. I met people who have been on the band's message board for YEARS. We also got to play with a LOT of bands that were really impressive, and meet so many good people.
We were able to play multiple shows with the Start, who are really fun and kwazy, and the Schoolyard Heroes as well. When we arrived in the States we hooked up with them, and omg, they are fabulous. Ryann, the singer, is one of my favourite girls ever, and the rest of the guys are so fun to hang out with. Poor chicken. For some reason I have ZERO photos with them. This really bothers me. :(
LA was amazing because we finally got to play with Lunarclick! Finally. Claudia is also one of my favourite girls. It was such a fabulous night in so many ways. My friends from Ontario, Tory (from the band MDM) and his lady Candace were on holiday there and made it out to the show. It was awesome.
I have many thoughts to write, but I will save them for when I am better-slept and over this horrendous cold. In the meantime I have uploaded some pictures to share with you guys!
Current Mood: cold Current Music: Ladytron - Destroy Everything You Touch
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April 13th, 2006
03:54 pm - Yaaaaaay

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April 10th, 2006
03:31 pm i got a myspace haaaaaaaa
add me! www.myspace.com/darth_mittens
tour photos and stuff coming, like, end of week...
lj will still be my main "updater". i swear. i dont even know why i got this thing.... but now i feel all insecure and want friends....
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February 18th, 2006
08:10 pm Hi everybody...
Well, the big day is here for us. We're leaving to begin ye olde Broken Minds tour in a matter of hours, beginning the long, cold drive to Winnipeg. Our first show is on Tuesday, we're really looking forward to kicking things off.
We've never toured for this long before, so we're a bit nervous, excited... I'm already homesick and we haven't even left yet, heh. I'm a homebody at heart. :)
We're really excited that we'll be able to meet a lot of you guys. Many of you have been supporting us for years, and we're happy that we're finally getting the chance to come visit you. Once again I want to encourage everyone to come up and say hi at a show.
Remember, we still have dates to announce. The tour isn't finalized yet, so keep checking the board! We'd like to finish the tour in Toronto.... we'll see what's gonna happen. :)
I'm gonna try to post to the board and on my livejournal from time to time, and definitely try to get online as much as possible... we'll see how it goes.
Hugs to you all. And I hope we get to see everyone really soon! Current Mood: happy Current Music: Out on a Limb - Eye Eye
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November 29th, 2005
04:21 am - 2006 Tour Dates...
For all who haven't yet, click here for news on our Broken Minds Tour which we're heading out on in early 2006 (just a short while off now!)
We'll be playing New Years Eve at Bar Sinister in LA, and several dates in Mexico mid-January opening for the band Paradise Lost have been announced. Details of these shows can be found on the website... I'm too internetically* inept to link to the specifics. Clicking above is much easier!
Please note that the bulk of the dates have not been announced yet, and that the list mentioned on the site will be added to as the weeks pass here. Please do keep an eye on the site and the board, as we will definitely be updating with show dates in the next few weeks.
We're very excited to be heading out on this tour, and preparations are hectic as always. We're also writing new music for the next album, so our "baskets are pretty full" right now. I don't think that's an expression, but it is now. :D
We had cold and snow here, and tonight, warm and raining. If that's not a recipe for catching a cold, I don't know what is. Regardless of where you are in the world, take a Vitamin C supplement or eat an orange. Or maybe a grapefruit, if you prefer them. That's what my Mum advised me to do today. Good old Mum. As much as I try to convince her it's my makeup that makes me look sickly and pale, she still insists that I should eat more green peppers..... :D
*not a word, in the strictest sense. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Rush - Subdivisions (I never dug Rush till recently)
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October 24th, 2005
12:53 pm - Er, holy cow!
You know, I just realized how long it's been since I updated this thing.
I think it might be a nice idea to put up a few photos just to show you guys what's been happening... man, I haven't even updated since we went to Europe! Jeez. No good! Our trip to Europe was a lot of fun. We got to drive around and see some really nice places (through the van window) and meet lots of good people. While the trip itself was a lot of fun, I've got a few photos here to show you some of my *personal* highlights. I'm not good with photo-adding-in-LJ, so bear with me.
 
When we were in Zurich, Switzerland (the first show of the tour), behind the club there was a sort of canal-river thing. Rhimmy, O-en and I decided to have a swim. I thought it would be good to be able to say "I've been swimming in Switzerland" (well, more like "frantic dog-paddling" in my case) so I joined them, slithering neatly into the water as they cannon-balled themselves in. The first picture is "before". Meghann's there too, taking pictures. The second picture is "during". It was really cool. The water was very clean and warm...
This picture was taken from the M'era Luna performance. I'm so sorry I don't know who to credit for the photo. But this was a great show. It was pouring rain, as you can see from all the umbrellas. But what a great crowd! Everyone knew our stuff and were so enthuiastic it really "pumped us up". A really satisfying, amazing show despite the downpour and cold. I was amazed to see such a big crowd gather for us. It was incredible, with the rain coming down and the wind and all those umbrellas bopping around to the songs. A very memorable show for us.

We played at the Highfield Festival and Good Charlotte played as well, among others. I just had to put this photo with Benji in here, haha. Whether you love 'em or hate 'em, they were really nice to us that day and seemed like really nice dudes.
I have a *TON* of photos, it would be impossible to put them all on here. I'll find a couple more eventually, I just thought I'd share a couple of them with you.
Europe was beautiful. We got to see a lot of countries and play some great shows. I was sad to leave! :) We came back and indeed, it was nice to come home. I missed my kitties... maybe next time I can bring them along. I'm sure there'll be room for a few litterboxes in the van. *Ahem*. :D
So then we played a few dates with KMFDM a few weeks ago. That was pretty fun as well. They're really, really nice people and were really fun to hang out with. Here's Lucia giving me a big ol' smooch.

No, those aren't tears of joy under my eyes, it's just my sparkly eyeliner, which got all sweaty and smudged. It is hard to keep makeup intact while sweating, yummy times. But Lucia is awesome, very beautiful and powerful on stage. Very nice to get to meet and hang out with her.
You all have been incredible over the last few months, we thank you for your support of us while we've staggered around the globe trying to "spread the love". Keep an eye on our website, we have things to announce coming up. Dare I say it -- for the States? Oh, we'll see.
Me, personally... what's been happening... hm. Well, I've been trying to get work (I've been trying to "freelance" for a while, job-wise, and wow, that ain't easy). I've been reading a lot, and I've been knitting a lot, and managed to churn out a shawl amongst other things. (For any interested knitters, it's a pattern from the Lion Brand website and took about a week to make.)

What's everyone doing for Halloween? Any cool costume ideas? Anything exciting happening? Let me know! I promise to try to update here more often. I hope this entry wasn't too image-heavy and bothered anyone. Good times. :)
Current Mood: cold Current Music: the yowling of cats, and my stomach
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August 1st, 2005
10:07 pm - Young Hearts, Be Free Tonight

So there's a flyer I bet a lot of you have seen already. I'm behind the times. I'm currently the band's "caboose"; always at the back, kinda saying "Guys? What's going on? Huh? Eh?" This is because I have been working ten hour days, six days a week. :D
We are going to Europe pretty much the day after this show. So come out and see us! Lye, Il Attire (Tepid Lust) and New Love Army are not only great bands, but they're probably some of the coolest folks in Toronto as well. So it's going to be a great night. Plus, there's going to be door prizes, and our DVD will be available too! Come celebrate with us. It's going to be a lot of fun.
What else, what else? Hm. It's very hot in my apartment. My poor kitties are unhappy. I'm unhappy. Just sitting here at the computer, my face is sweating. Yuck! Give me the autumn, PLEASE. HURRY UP! I'd take a blizzard over this wet wall of heat any day.
I just finished reading a book called "The Eagle and the Raven" by Pauline Gedge. It's about the war in Brittania between the Celtic tribes and the Romans. This book was BRILLIANT. I am so sad I'm finished it. I was close to crying several times during reading it, and actually got a nervous stomach at other parts. I cannot recommend this book enough.
Movies I've seen lately:
1. Revenge of the Sith... yes, I saw it at last, and I really, really liked it. Talking about this movie (or anything Star Wars, really) merits a whole entry to itself... so I'll leave it at that.
2. War of the Worlds: The tripod robot things were pretty bloody terrifying. The noise they make... GUUAAAAARRRHHHH... *shudder*
3. The Devil's Rejects wasn't as cool as I was hoping it would be. It was sort of like Kill Bill Two... the first one was all colorful, and had cool characters, and then the sequel has this country n' western, cowboy boots n' tumbleweed vibe I don't dig.
4. March of the Penguins was fabulous. Yes, a documentary about penguins. And it was awesome!
This is turning into quite a bit of blathering. I think I'll close up shop before I start talking about really inane stuff. But please... if you ever see a copy of The Eagle and the Raven in a bookstore or at the library, read it. You won't be sorry.
Young hearts, be free tonight.... Ahh, Rod.
Current Mood: hot Current Music: Young Turks - Rod Stewart
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May 19th, 2005
11:29 pm - Star Wars week!!! (or Star Wars geek, if you will....)

This is a photo of me, with a light saber that (screen name) Viscotis made for me a while ago. I carry it in my purse wherever I go. He gave it to me at the Violet release, and it's damn awesome.
Okay, it should be noted that I am a huge Star Wars fan. I LOVE those damn films. I have Star Wars Trivial Pursuit, and I am very good at it. I also own Star Wars Monopoly. I dressed up as Princess Leia in grade 8 (and to my horror, the boy who had a crush on me dressed up as Han Solo. I didn't like him. It was awkward times.) I own the Jedi Master's Quizbook. It came out before Return of the Jedi.
But anyways, I haven't seen the Revenge of the Sith yet. But I know the plot. Apparently Padme dies in childbirth. This, I believe, is a giant flaw. A GIANT flaw. In my opinion, there is a very cool way that this tale could have ended.
ANAKIN SHOULD KILL PADME!!! Not only would that wrack him with guilt and destroy him, but it would also seal the ol' fate as Darth Vader. Killing yo' babymomma is one of the nastiest things you can do. That's something Darth Vader would do. I have been keeping my fingers crossed that George Lucas would decide this as the course of action for Anakin. I guess it's already been predetermined in the books and storyline that she dies giving birth, but wouldn't Anakin killing her be even more evil and terrible??
Picture this: Idiot Anakin and Pregnant Padme have some sort of argument. She's concerned he's spending too much time with Palpatine, he's all defensive. He's getting crazy and evil. Padme flees to Alderaan or Naboo or wherever, so she can have the babies away from Anakin. Obi-Wan goes with her, so that he can whisk the twins away to safety. While he's whisking the twins away, Anakin shows up and confronts Padme. "Where are my children?" and whatforth. He's all mad, she's all "No way, pal." etc. He gets all crazy and frenzies, and "strikes her down", as evil Jedis do. He kills her in his rage. Then he realizes what he has done and GOES MENTAL. He's pure evil now, carried away by guilt and regret and fury. THAT'S THE WAY IT SHOULD HAVE GONE DOWN!! I think it's brilliant. I have this feeling that even though Anakin becomes Vader, George Lucas is going to try to play up the sympathy card. "Sure, he's Darth Vader. But you still feel sorry for him. Look, he's not a bad guy. PG-13, etc." Darth Vader should have NO redeeming qualities until the touching moments with Luke at the end of ROTJ. And even then, under the mask, he's hideous! None of this Ken-doll-Christensen crap! BLARGH!!!
I will end my sad attempt at fanfic now. I desperately hope that ROTS is not as crappy as the Phantom Menace and Attack of the Clones.
And now, I am going to go watch A New Hope, and practice intricately braiding my hair in another attempt at my lifelong pursuit to actually *be* Princess Leia.
Sorry for the dorkiness. But this ridiculous series of movies means a lot to me, and seeing as how this is the last one that's going to come out, I may as well get carried away.
Current Mood: tired
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March 13th, 2005
03:00 am - Got an Angel in My Pocket...
Beautiful photo by Robert Morris... go to www.mechanicalwhispers.com to check out his artwork!
Last weekend we packed up our long underwear and headed down to New York State to do our portion of shooting. After an eight hour drive into the night and very little sleep... we showed up bright and early on Saturday morning..... there were deer in the parking lot. It was quite endearing.
Dan Ouellette and crew were AWESOME. The set was beautiful... everything we had imagined it being. We were all quite impressed and excited, seeing the project live and in person! The day went well, complete with black latex, dolls, and rug-toying (you'll see....) and was finished off at a nice little restaurant. I had the most delicious Rueben sandwich I've ever had. *Drools... even now.*
The second day was taxing.... black paint, green screens, and the guys rolling their eyes back in their heads. Rainbow stole a banana, and Mike F had no shoes. I never thought I'd see the day when I was rushed down a hallway wrapped in garbage bags to the women's washroom. (Again... all will be clear on the DVD.)
It was quite an experience, seeing how music videos are made from behind-the-scenes. So much work, so much effort, so many people working together... it was amazing to watch Dan and his crew. I must also give giant hugs to Dan's wife Bernadette, who is quite possibly one of the sweetest women alive. There are too many people to thank for their hard work that weekend...
The weekend was capped off with a soap-in-the-mouth contest. Myself, Aslan, Jim and Meghann each held a piece of hotel room soap in our mouths. Whoever could keep it in the longest won. Aslan bailed first, followed by me. With defiance in their eyes and foam in the corners of their mouths, Jim and Meghann faced off. It was a close match... but Jim ultimately "brought home the gold" as Meghann delicately deposited the melting soap-slab into the bathroom sink. It was a glorious time.
We had a great but tiring weekend, and I am absolutely an excited wreck to see this video. Hence, the flyer above... again, giant thanks to Dan, Rob, Bernadette, and all the other people who worked so hard last weekend.
Current Mood: busy Current Music: One to One - Angel in my Pocket
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February 27th, 2005
12:05 am - Oh hawww, whatever makes her happy... on a Saturday niiight....
For those of ye who haven't stopped by the message board tonight, I'm here to share some details with you about our BLUE video.
The director is Dan Ouellette, who is not only a talented videographer but is also a wicked visual artist as well. There's lots of stuff you can check out online, including THIS LINK RIGHT HERE, where you can check out the video he created for Android Lust. Great song, and really beautiful video.
The lesson I learned today: white clothes apparently aren't in season, in Toronto. ANYWHERE. I spent the afternoon chuggin' along Queen Street with Meghann. Shopping is fun when you have money. Not so much, when you're broke.
Speaking of which: If you're NOT broke, and you haven't gotten a copy of Nothing and Nowhere yet, I'd recommend doing so. It is a limited edition re-release and we're actually suprised at how fast the copies have gone. We have some left... but I don't know how long they're going to last for. What better way to brighten up this ENDLESS, MISERABLE WINTER than by getting Nothing and Nowhere? I know I can't think of one! .... er, except for maybe a nice cup o' tea and some wool socks, both of which I'm going to fetch right now. I hope everyone's enjoying their weekend! Current Mood: cold Current Music: Sweet Jane - Cowboy Junkies... and Suede :D
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February 13th, 2005
03:51 am - What's Crappenin'??? :D
We had a good week. Lots of writing going on. :o On Thursday me, Rainbow, Mike and Jim went downtown to a party for a dude named Andy B. Rainbow and I went to college with Andy, he's an old pal. Thursday was the celebration for the release of his comic book, Dead End 56... it was a lot of fun to see the guy. And I gotta say he's an awesome artist (and always has been... ahhh, college days). He and a girl named Katy Brown have made this comic themselves, and have released it independently. I'm really happy for Andy. I'm proud he's continuing in the visual arts field, not very many of us fine art graduates found success on that path, and he's doing it all himself. Give it up for independence... he's DIY and it's awesome. Check out his website RIGHT HERE.
There were a lot of talented comic book folks and artists at the party. I bought some prints off a really sweet girl named Alana Machnicki, her stuff is awesome. Check out her website HERE.
I admire people who get out there and do their thing, creating awesomeness and being awesome people. It's inspiring.
In other news, rhim_jim has decided to start putting together a little archive of our US jaunts on his LJ. Some new, dorky photos are there, plus his recap of some fun (and not so fun) moments, uh, "on the road", or whatever. So be sure to stop by his journal, he'll be adding more soon.
On that note... I leave you with the fuzzy muffin Kisou, all snuggled up in her surrogate mother's first-ever knitting project from... oh god, is it two years ago? Regardless, she's keeping warm. It's cold tonight.

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November 29th, 2004
11:22 pm This Christmas, give the gift that Chibi's mum describes as "very nice music!"...

So yes, Nothing and Nowhere is being re-released... once again in a limited amount... pre-orders are being taken now, so stop by the web store if you like!
The only thing that is different about this release vs. the original is that the artwork and photography have been changed. This is so the old release remains special ;) and yet, now the CD is available for anyone who wants it! (and yes... we still have the Violet EP available too.)
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November 23rd, 2004
03:11 am - Cold Feet.... Literally Hi everyone,
How are you all doin.... it's quite cold here, the Santa Claus parade was yesterday... I didn't go. I wanted to, but I overslept. Life in the basement is always dark, it's tough to tell when morning is.
I just finished knitting my new scarf for the winter! It's quite pretty, black, pink and purple with sparkly black as well. Schweet. Christmas is coming and I have no money for presents this year... *insert usual spiel about Christmas being so commercialized and materialistic*... I want to watch the Rudolph special though, that's the best show ever. I can't believe it's been around for.... is it 30 years? Probably more than that but it's still as awesome as it always has been...
Does anybody here make gifts for Christmas? I've already made scarves for everyone I know.... any ideas?
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November 18th, 2004
05:38 pm We be back.... I be tired.... I wrote on the message board... check there for my full speil, as I am getting off the comp now :D
Thanks to all.... so good to meet so many cool peeps....
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November 5th, 2004
05:01 pm I went to this crappy little mall near my house a few days ago, and there was this nifty little used book sale going on. Bookworm that I am, I stopped and noticed they had a huge pile of Sweet Valley High books... I used to read those books when I was younger, and I was surprised to see them, so I stopped to see what else they had.
There were a lot of older books, it was awesome. But the thing that made me feel quite happy was the fact that they had a stack of those really old Nancy Drew mysteries there. A long time ago, I had this plan to collect all the old Nancy Drew books, which I soon forgot about, because they're actually kind of hard to find, and buying them new is awful because they're pretty expensive. I've already read most of them years ago, and I do have a couple already, but this guy had a stack of them, all used, and they were really, really cheap. So I ran to the bank machine to check my balance and then decided to get them.
I couldn't believe how cheap they were. One of them, "The Clue of the Tapping Heels", is actually an original edition, printed in 1939! Which is pretty cool! So now that the weather is getting cold (and my life in the basement getting even colder because the doodes upstairs haven't turned on the furnace), I have been quite enjoying reading these books. They're very old, and some of the dialogue and premise and stuff is pretty cheesy, but it's all good. Currently I am wrapping up "The Clue in the Diary"... ahhhh, a perplexing mystery it is, but I have a feeling that good ol' Nancy Drew will get to the bottom of it. No one will care about this, but one of the books, "The Whispering Statue", was one I read in Grade 6, and I remember it was pretty cool. I am very much a sort of person who likes to find things I liked when I was young and re-experience them... so I'm pretty excited about re-reading that one. :D :D :D
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November 1st, 2004
12:22 pm So it's been a very long week.... but so much has been accomplished, and it's all good.
As I said below, the VIOLET PRISON is now open and finished! This was a very big undertaking and having it completed is such a relief. There's a lot of good stuff on there, we're trying to make it completely comprehensive: video, old photos, new photos, funny photos... music downloads, including website music, Imagica demos, and the Neverending Story cover, remixes by all sorts of cool people, our collaberations with VANITY BEACH... cell phone downloads, artwork.... there's a lot of stuff, it took a lot of work. Many hugs for THE WONDERFUL SIMON.... not only did he work like crazy on the violet prison, he also found the time to create the awesome Halloween board skin (featured on Halloween only... hope everyone caught it!)
So we played a show on Saturday with APHASIA and it was a ton of fun. They sounded awesome, it's always fun playing with them... this year, me and the doodes decided to dress up for the show, so I wore a pink ballerina costume and they wore skeleton costumes. Our "mystery" keyboard player was the sinister "Man Without A Face".... which was disconcerting, turning to him on stage and not being able to see him kinda creeped me out. Photos can be seen on the board, and more will be uploaded soon! It was a great afternoon, and so nice once again to see a lot of you there so early! As a nice bonus, my mum and dad were at the show, so I spent a lot of time with them... Meghann tells me that my mother danced through the whole set. I'm glad I didn't see it, I would have cried. The last time my parents came to a show, I wept. They can be pretty cool. :)
I hope everyone had a super Halloween, whether you went out for candy, gave out candy, watched scary movies, watched romantic comedies, or stayed in bed ignoring the whole thing (I opted for the latter, as I was quite tired yesterday.)
Thanks to all who came out, hope you had fun, and hope to see the rest of you sooooon.... :D
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